I am so glad that it’s a new year plus a new decade.
This past one was particularally difficult, plus I am happy to see it go.
I have to say, 2019 was particularally challenging for me plus my life. In fact, I was trapped in a legitimately toxic relationship for a great part of the year. The relationship was not extremely romantic or interesting anymore, plus in fact it had grown rather obligatory plus suffocating over the years. Frankly, I am not sure how my associate and I stayed together for as long as my associate and I did. There was not much romance or heat between us, plus usually it felt more like my associate and I were residing together as sister plus sister than partners. Leaving this relationship, it was obvious that I needed to find a more intensive prefer connection with my next partner. Next time, I honestly wanted to impart a little heat into my life. However, I must have misdirected this intention when I put it out into the universe. These mornings, I am with someone new in the situation is absolutely hot, but not in the way that I intended. I mean, my associate and I have a natural chemistry between us, but her body heat is even more intensive. I don’t know how, but this woman has the most burning hot body I’ve ever felt. It’s like she is not even a real human being, but a space heating system covered in skin. At evening when my associate and I sit down, it feels like there is a small furnace inside of the bed with me. I constantly have to yank the covers off the both of us to release some of the heat from beneath the blankets. It’s literally like sitting next to an air vent that is position to ten feet away from a high-powered forced air furnace. Nowadays, I am abusing my air conditioning system every evening just to fall asleep. It’s crazy what you shall do for love.
