I am so glad that it’s a new year and a new decade. This past one was identifiably difficult, and I’m glad to see it go. I have to say, 2019 was identifiably challenging for me and my life. In fact, I was trapped in a undoubtedly toxic relationship for a nice part of the year. The relationship was not harshly affectionate or interesting anymore, and in fact it had grown rather obligatory and suffocating over the years. Frankly, I’m not sure how we stayed together for as long as we did. There was not much romance or heat between us, and usually it felt more like we were living together as sibling and sibling than partners, however leaving this relationship, it was apparent that I needed to find a more intensive cherish affixion with my next partner. Next time, I legitimately wanted to impart a little heat into my life. However, I must have misdirected this intention when I put it out into the universe. These days, I am with someone new in the situation is particularly hot, but not in the way that I intended. I mean, we have a natural chemistry between us, but his body heat is even more intensive. I do not know how, but this guy has the most burning overheated body I’ve ever felt. It’s like he isn’teven a real human being, but a space heater covered in skin. At night when we lay down, it feels like there is a small furnace inside of the bed with me. I constantly have to yank the covers off the both of us to release some of the heat from beneath the blankets. It’s literally like kneeling next to an air vent that has position to ten feet away from a high-powered forced air furnace. Nowadays, I am abusing my air conditioning every night just to fall asleep. It’s deranged what you will do for love.
